now

Been a long long while since i've posted on here. Too much has happened. lots i don't want to remember and rehash. but i might anyway.

Good news
have my sister back in my life
and my mother
turned 21
thats almost it lol

the bad definitely outweighs the bad in this past year


Bad news
no car
no job currently
dealing with too many asses
this is not how i want my life to be.

I want to go back to school. I want to have a good job. and CAR for god's sake. Some sad news i could care less about; my so called 'family' has weeded themselves out of my life. so all that is concerned for me. i no longer have a step mother, or a brother. i have a sister and a mom, and a father who texts me maybe once a month! yay for that shit right.

on the bright side! i'm gonna find a job soon, and start doing the things the way i want to. i can't wait. this summer has definitely been good. Love my sister, She is my best friend. Speaking of friends, i have none whatsoever besides my sister. You really learn alot about people when you're down, how they weed themselves out of your life and decide to not know you anymore. Its unbelieveable.

and thats all for now. i can't think straight. been watching weeds nonstop. amazing show

later

bored

im not happy. i'm moving again and i can't seem to count on anyone.
i need a room mate, or house mate rather, and i'm tired of my job again.

ugh i need a change a good change.


supposed to be going out with chris tonight we'll see what happens.


just a boring saturday
sure is hot outside. tried laying out to tan, tooo hot for me

time to start the week again

i've had a busy week and now my weekend is over.

the week was just full of work i was so ready to get to the weekend.

friday night i went out with chris had a wonderful dinner and a good time

saturday we got siaras hair done than we got bridesmaid dresses for me and roxy

so excited we got them picked out and with the shoes too. we had olive garden for dinner which was delicious.


today was kinda boring. had a family reunion. not a ton of ppl there for a change. stayed at my mamaws til about six then came home, and haven't done crap since. i feel like i've wasted my day away.

time to start the week again

later on

summer is still in full swing.

and its so hot. thank god that i don't work outside and i have a desk job.


soo ready to go see kesha and rhiana in concert.

good news!

KELLY IS gonna have her baby soon!!!!


they're inducing her the week of the 19th i'm so happy for him to be here


well not much has happened just a lot of work

top song

"Ridin' Solo"

Yeeeeeyeeeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm ridin solo, sooloooo.

Yeah, I'm feeling good tonight, finally doing me and it feels so alright, oh,
Time to do the things I like, going to the club everything's alright, oh,

No one to answer to, No one thats gonna argue, no,
And since I got the hold off me, I'm living life now that I'm free, yeah,

told me to get my shit together now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather better days are gonna get better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now, the pain is goooone,

I'm putting on my Shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

Now I'm feeling how I should, never knew single could feel this good, oh,
Stop playing miss understood, back in the game, who knew I would, oh,
So flex how I spread my wings, loving myself makes me wanna sing, oh,
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather better days are gon' get better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out, I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now the pain is goooone,

I'm putting On my Shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
Riding solo, soooooloooo, yeah it's like S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O...
Living my life aint got stress nomore,

I'm putting on my Shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooowoooo.

It's 2009, I'm riding solo, sooloooo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo

shew

what a busssy day today. yesterday was good had sagebrush with the housemate. we were craving steak. then came home and just huung out.

work was crazy. sharon was there today(district supervisor) shes been in a super great mood lately. but its always busy when shes there for some odd reason.

i just couldn't wait to get home and relax


sugarfoot is missing. thats my sugar glider. hes been missing since sat night when i came home. i'm pretty sure hes gone for good. it makes me sad. i'm afraid he'll get eat or die from hunger and who knows what. i wish he would come back. i set a trap last night, not really a trap, but just a pear slice in the floor, and his pouch. no such luck.