bored

im not happy. i'm moving again and i can't seem to count on anyone.
i need a room mate, or house mate rather, and i'm tired of my job again.

ugh i need a change a good change.


supposed to be going out with chris tonight we'll see what happens.


just a boring saturday
sure is hot outside. tried laying out to tan, tooo hot for me

time to start the week again

i've had a busy week and now my weekend is over.

the week was just full of work i was so ready to get to the weekend.

friday night i went out with chris had a wonderful dinner and a good time

saturday we got siaras hair done than we got bridesmaid dresses for me and roxy

so excited we got them picked out and with the shoes too. we had olive garden for dinner which was delicious.


today was kinda boring. had a family reunion. not a ton of ppl there for a change. stayed at my mamaws til about six then came home, and haven't done crap since. i feel like i've wasted my day away.

time to start the week again

later on

summer is still in full swing.

and its so hot. thank god that i don't work outside and i have a desk job.


soo ready to go see kesha and rhiana in concert.

good news!

KELLY IS gonna have her baby soon!!!!


they're inducing her the week of the 19th i'm so happy for him to be here


well not much has happened just a lot of work

top song

"Ridin' Solo"

Yeeeeeyeeeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm ridin solo, sooloooo.

Yeah, I'm feeling good tonight, finally doing me and it feels so alright, oh,
Time to do the things I like, going to the club everything's alright, oh,

No one to answer to, No one thats gonna argue, no,
And since I got the hold off me, I'm living life now that I'm free, yeah,

told me to get my shit together now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather better days are gonna get better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now, the pain is goooone,

I'm putting on my Shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

Now I'm feeling how I should, never knew single could feel this good, oh,
Stop playing miss understood, back in the game, who knew I would, oh,
So flex how I spread my wings, loving myself makes me wanna sing, oh,
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather better days are gon' get better
I'm so sorry that it didn't work out, I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now the pain is goooone,

I'm putting On my Shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
Riding solo, soooooloooo, yeah it's like S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O...
Living my life aint got stress nomore,

I'm putting on my Shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin in my ride, I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine, I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooowoooo.

It's 2009, I'm riding solo, sooloooo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo

shew

what a busssy day today. yesterday was good had sagebrush with the housemate. we were craving steak. then came home and just huung out.

work was crazy. sharon was there today(district supervisor) shes been in a super great mood lately. but its always busy when shes there for some odd reason.

i just couldn't wait to get home and relax


sugarfoot is missing. thats my sugar glider. hes been missing since sat night when i came home. i'm pretty sure hes gone for good. it makes me sad. i'm afraid he'll get eat or die from hunger and who knows what. i wish he would come back. i set a trap last night, not really a trap, but just a pear slice in the floor, and his pouch. no such luck.

Summer

so today is the first official day of summer. and we surely kicked it off this weekend.

i haven't had that much fun in a while! and i'm surely glad my best friend is back for the summer. Life is decent at the moment. I'm looking to move so as soon as i get that figured out i'll be happy. Still needing to take a vacation for the summer and not really sure when and where to go.


Shew. june has been one crazy month. I love june its my favorite month, bc of my birthday is in it of course! can't wait to live the rest of the summer with "no reservations"

Wonderful Weekend

This weekend was GREAT. i had so much fun for once.

My lil brother graduated saturday :( i can't believe he is already out of high school and getting so old!! he's legal already!!!

so saturday was tys graduation. met the parents at 830 grad was at 10. Jeff Co grad was so neat. they had a band of fellow students play a song and they were great. and it was just fun not boring for once.

after grad we had his graduation party. hung out with the parents til about 5 and then drove around some. went with nathaniel to the car wash. then we discovered volleyball at the park. played volleyball with alexa joe neal rob and tyler. even though i SUCK it was still so fun. then we found tyler at ingles and played with the soccer ball a little. after that me alexa and tyler decided we'd go swimming late night :)


sunday didn't wake up til about 11 then as i woke up headed over to alexas to swim. had to wear joes trunks with alexas top. i looked like a fashion disaster! haha then we went to the park and played volleyball again. i get better everyday haha. we played in the creek then went to tylers. After that..we went to the condo swam and had a ton of fun. it was really a blast. glad i met up with all of them this weekend.


messed my knee up yesterday playing volleyball, not a suprise. went to the doc today and they did xrays. everything looked normal but if the pain persists for ten days after wearing my brace i'll have to have an mri and more than likely its ligament damage or strain..looking forward to that. NOT

3

just a little rhyme made up perfected by candace wells


this little rhyme/story involves 3 friends going through a VERY rough journey and finding out they have some special day in common

one night...


three little girlies jumpin on the bed,

one fell off and bumped his head..


6 months later


two little girlies jumpin on the bed,

one fell off and bumped his head...



SHIT..

theres only one left...what will happen 6 months from now?? hmm

Disappointment

i don't know why i try to help people who won't help themselves.

no matter what i try to do. give advice or anything people just misuse it.
it pisses me off beyond no end.

this town is full of too many who use drugs. and nothing is being done about it.
uggg

idk why i even try anymore

Way Back When

so i'm sitting here with the dogs on this lazy saturday. no money to do anything so this is my cheap way to entertain.

i was thinking how i have really slacked on this blog

so i promised myself i'm going to pick back up. we got the internet working at the house so i'm no longer cut off from the world.

a lot has happened since i've been on here last and really talked

i'm single again, back on the prowl lol its a song, but truth
and for some odd reason i'm feeling surprisingly releived.
never thought it would come to that.

i'm so ready for summer, i've got my tan on and i'm ready to take hold of this summer and create a whirlwind.

my birthday is coming up in less than a month, gonna be a whole 20, woot. nothing special i need a vacation badly though i have a vacation at work 5 days left that i need to get away with.

work is going great! we've been standard in all areas and i'm getting good bonuses, too bad i can't save my money worth a crap.

the one thing i have planned and lookin forward to is the rhiana and kesha concert. with adam chelsea and nathaniel, and its really not even in the heat of summer time, i think i need to go to the beach.

ooo wells. i'll be back later

louisville

so louisville is now my second home.

ANDD

we just bought kesha and rhianna ticketts!!!

me, chelsea, adam, and nathaniel are going..

the guys are of course more excited than we are.

so excited


thunder over louisville is tonight and we are gonna play drunk croquet and drunk bocce ball and drunk monopoly.




so just thought i'd say HEY since i haven't been on in forever

Song of the day

THE SCRIPT LYRICS


Send "The Man Who Can't Be Moved" Ringtone to your Cell


"The Man Who Can't Be Moved"

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

oh what a week..late december back in..

changed up the song a little


this week has been HORRIBLE. not going through another one like it, i refuse to.

upset allll week, because of someone. on top of that my manager decides he isn't coming to work all week, so guess who gets to be manager for the week,,oh joy its me.
on top of THAT...work at the house all week until 11 every night. i'm so exhausted and pooped. and i had to spend my gorgeous saturday painting and installing floors. not my choice of plans.

but hey its all good.

for some odd reason i feel slightly releived about what has happened. i don't have to worry that i'm keeping someone happy or if i'm doing something wrong or disappointing someone. i'm back to focusing on me and having FUN. gosh its been a long while. me and candace have a theme for this summer...NO RESERVATIONS. we decided we're going to recreate the best summer of our lives, on this summer will be even better, honestly after all the crap and people we've put up with, we deserve it!

love ya all

long time no blog

been a while since i've been on..things just haven't been going well enough for me to care to blog.

so i'll do a time line

march 5 -9

jacob was here. glad he stayed so long with me.
weekend was ok. i'm not quite sure whats wrong with me lately. i'm very worried and stressed about where my life is going, and i just don't feel like its going where i want.

the 9th tuesday. was a horrible day. after that tuesday night was hillarious, wednesday was fun, thursday was fun, and friday was a little on the slow side.

friday i decided to drive up to louisville again. Chelsea was here this past week for her spring break. and i'm so glad i have been able to hang out with her so much lately. Nathaniel hung out with us most of the week too. good times. Jacob left on tuesday so he missed out on a lot of the fun, but guess what, he has a job! i'm glad for him.


Just got home about an hour ago from louisville, back to work tomorrow. Dreading it.

I have a kidney infection, not happy about it. It just adds on to everything else going wrong.


I'm all upside down. I don't know how to feel about most things right now. i hope things get better. I need a long extended vacation away from here. far away. One can only home and dream though...

wednesday already

so this week seems like its going by fast.
jacob will be here friday, and chelsea wil be here monday. I'm ready for that.

movie time friday.

so i'm tired of this life, way tired of it, i need to trade it in. Tired of the people, tired of the circumstances, and tired of everything.

Do you ever wonder what if..what if you made the opposite of that decision, what if you said yes, rather than no.

I just want to start over, brand new. Day 0. With all my experience, knowing how my decisons turned up. So i wouldn't have to learn the hard way, learn by doing. Because i would already have been through them all.

My life would be different. I would be happier, I wouldn't have to worry what if...


well..later

Snoww

So my weekend was wonderful, got to spend time with the boyfriend, and drove to hickory to see my grandparents. Ate at the uncles deli. Went to church on Sunday. Was supposed to leave monday morning and drive to work, but that didn't happen.
Speakeasy is sucky. I miss jacob. This weekend will be fun can't wait.

I'm tired of snow..it was snowy in boone, now its snowy here, SERIOUSLY!!
oh well i guess right. Chelsea is coming down next week. Spring break time!

i'm really tired of credit central.

A warmer weekend.

So i spent my weekend in Louisville.

I went to stay with one of my best friends, chelsea, That i haven't seen since august 09. I miss her a lot!! I have never actually been to louisville out of all the places i've been. i saw the louisville slugger field and museum, with a huge bat. i saw the ohio river, and drove over into indiana. We shopped alot! Chelsea has two cats, wicket, and louis! they're fat and awesome. Saturday we went to 4th street live and went to see the movie shutter island. It wasna't as scary as i thought it would be. It was more mystery and a few jumpy parts but nor really a horror movie.
Sunday we went to mcalisters deli and shopped some more.

Monday...boring, the new guy started. he better stay.

Tuesday boring

i can't wait to spend the weekend with my love.

chelsea will be here march 8th through 12th.

party on the 9th come!!

wed nes day

wednesdays are always slow.

for whatever reason. Work sucked. I watch snow all day long, and still it accumulates to nothing. I hate my job. But nothing else can amount to it right now. I want to do something with my life. It's just not for me right now. I need help but can't get it.

two for tuesday

Today sucked, its so slow at work

we're getting pay off no renewals

no account gains

everyone is constantly being turned down because they don't pay their bills.
Finance SUCKS right now.

We're trying to find someone else as assitant manager. Shew.
Candace met me at work and we came to the house and did nothing. My daily ritual.

I almost would rather sleep all day.



adios

monday

monday is short

boo boo left me


work was very slow

misty quit

now there is two of us again

went home to sit by myself with jack til bedtime

A special weekend

So since i haven't been on here in a few..i'll just go day by day


Friday

Work sucked, so slow. Anticipating the arrival of someone special. Finally! He's here. Happy again, to be disappointed by money. Time to go home, i feel better now.
Spending time with the one i love. A walk down memory lane..great songs. You should have went. Sagebrush is the place to be. Home to stay close with my love.


Saturday.

Saturday was busy and exciting. Woke up had some ihop. went to the new house. Came home had a nap. Love to cuddle. Miss my baby. Got ready headed to pigeon forge to spend the night, what a great night. Traffic in sevierville is horrible, its like people get there, and just forget how to drive!! UGGGH. Met Wiley and Siara at Logan's great place. Love those two. We had fun. So then we drove to the hotel, where we had no clue of its location haha. My gps plays tricks on me somedays. The suite was awesome jacuzzi, fireplace, king bed, my boyfriend. Couldn't ask for anything better. Had some wonderful dominos. My boyfriend is wonderful. Got me some great gifts. I love him.


Sunday.

I hate checking out of hotels. Its way to early. So turns out that MOST of the dang pancake houses in pigeon forge are CLOSED. wow after going to three. we finally find one that has remained in business. Good food. Drove home. Wasn't feeling good. Took another nap with my dear. Slept most of the day. Got up got ready again, and went to Red Lobster for dinner with my boyfriend the wonderful valentine. Was going to see a movie, but we didn't feel like waiting for over an hour to see it. drove home again. and cuddled. My dear left me... sad sad day. Can't wait to be with him again.

That was my wonderful weekend with boo boo, my favorite uh-oh

Visit from the Supervisor..

So i was right about Sharon, the supervisor, being in the office today. Luckily she was in a good mood so i didn't have to worry about her too much. Today was yet another slow day at the Credit Central, hopefully tomorrow will pick up some, but no too crazy. I'm ready for this weekend, I get to see my love tomorrow, and get to spend an amazing weekend with him.

I am tired of this weather. I am so ready for spring time and summer time..and that means my birthday, even though its not really that special.

Wow i can't believe my lil bro graduates from high school in may. Where do the years go. CRAZY, i remember when we first met lol. I'm disappointed that my puppy is bigger now. He was supposed to stay small!! oh well, i don't think he can grow too much!

well til later! see ya

Visit from the Supervisor..

Flurrific

Today is hump day.. woot

my week has gone by fast since i didn't work monday and tuesday. Work today was SO very slow and boring, since it snowed ALL day everyone was afraid to come pay their bills, i think its funny. So at the moment i'm sitting here listening to lean like a cholo, watching NCIS, and my best friend write questions for school. My life is so entertaining. I was hoping the snow would be more lol. OH WELL, another disappointment haha. So i'm glad tomorrow is thursday, but i have a feeling that tomorrow my supervisor will visit the office. And that will be just a wonderful day. I hope she doesn't, then my thursday will be better. Can't wait for friday, and my love to be here with me. This weekend will be great...i hope.


Ready for happiness..


love you.

Tuesday on Wednesday

So here's for tuesday

drove home tuesday morning..jack slept the whole way and the drive was slow.
But once i got home i had the worst headache..my eyes hate me, and since jack chewed up my glasses i'll have to deal with the headaches the rest of my week. So i sat at home. went and ran some errands, got my nails did, and then drove to knoxville. Met candace at her school, and drove to west town. Did some MORE valentine's day shopping, and then candace drug me to godiva. Try the chocolixor. I'm very excited for valentine's day. Ate at the food court and drove home..just to find out it had been sleeting and snowing while i was in knox.


that was my TUESDAY

Two in One

So i didn't get to be on here yesterday i'll update on monday first.


Monday,

Had a long drive to boone sunday night, monday was just lazy and depressing towards the end..its hard to learn how to feel anymore. I feel disappointed so much. I'll get over it, i always do. Maybe things will be ok from now on. I sure hope they will be better. Its a shame how life can be so depressing and disappointing.

Well that was pretty much my monday, didn't really go anywhere, ugh oh and i'm tired of headaches just fyi.


be back later

Today is stupid sunday

Apparently i'm not taken serious by most people for some reason. I'm working towards proving different to them.


So last night planet wings was a hoot. Just love watching those drunken people try to sing. Got to know our waiter, andrew tyson. lovely man. After we left there me and candance drove around looking for some fun. Made it over to brad's til about 2:30 am. Man i miss that guy. We've always had fun together, but sheww hooch has some stanky breath. Didn't get up til almost one p.m. today..don't know how that's been happening. I have a migrane, and bad pain. Took a nap, or tried to mainly just to stop hurting. Thought i might head over the BCM to watch the super bowl, but now thinking i might pass on that, i'm still in my pajamas and hurting.

So question..for all of you who are reading this and know me, which i'm sure is not many.. am i really that hard to understand or to take serious?!

So i guess thats it for now..had to let some steam out. Hope everyone enjoys the rest of the evening..


to you: i'll always love you



tata for now

Numero Uno

Well lets see...i figured this might be a good way to let my feelings out. I've been told i need to that some, instead of staying bottled up, i need to let them out. SOO this lovely saturday, not so much, very gray and gloomy, i hate wetness. Jack, my puppy, was lost yesterday. He is my baby, i might as well have just died, i was so very worried. Around lunch today i went out to look for him, and after about twenty minutes a lady followed me and asked if i was looking for a little black dog. She had found him!! He was up at her neighbor's house, which is also my neighbor, thank god for loving caring people!! So today i have no plans. Just to be bored, and planet wings for karaoke again tonight. That is where me and Candace, my best friend, spend our weekends. I can finally relax, now that jack is home. I'm in the process of getting my new house ready. Siara and I are moving in together. We're painting the whole house right now. The living room is almost done! Well i think that is about it for right now, catch ya later!

:)