long time no blog

been a while since i've been on..things just haven't been going well enough for me to care to blog.

so i'll do a time line

march 5 -9

jacob was here. glad he stayed so long with me.
weekend was ok. i'm not quite sure whats wrong with me lately. i'm very worried and stressed about where my life is going, and i just don't feel like its going where i want.

the 9th tuesday. was a horrible day. after that tuesday night was hillarious, wednesday was fun, thursday was fun, and friday was a little on the slow side.

friday i decided to drive up to louisville again. Chelsea was here this past week for her spring break. and i'm so glad i have been able to hang out with her so much lately. Nathaniel hung out with us most of the week too. good times. Jacob left on tuesday so he missed out on a lot of the fun, but guess what, he has a job! i'm glad for him.


Just got home about an hour ago from louisville, back to work tomorrow. Dreading it.

I have a kidney infection, not happy about it. It just adds on to everything else going wrong.


I'm all upside down. I don't know how to feel about most things right now. i hope things get better. I need a long extended vacation away from here. far away. One can only home and dream though...